this sux.

info/note

Thu, 20 May 2004 03:46:41 GMT

just a bit of info for all of you people who have no life out there.

anything that i've recently put on here, in my lj or on AIM has nothing to do with anyone you know. It does not deal with anyone nor anything that has occured in the recent weeks of school. If you must know, it deals with a little on going conflict i've had for ages. and its gotten worse for me. That is all that will be said, no matter if you ask me or what.

Honestly, normally I wouldn't give a crap, but i dont like my friends thinking im talking about them or other people. So i put this thingy thingy in here. It really doesn't, and i dont care if you believe me or not cause im not out to change everyone's opinions. But for the record, i've layed it straight and put out the facts. And I cant make you accept them or not.

abandoned

Tue, 18 May 2004 01:57:31 GMT

yea, i kinda haven't updated this in a while, not sure why. actaully i do, i've been updating my lj, not like you know the link or anything :D ah well im a bitch like that.

today was a bit odd. i was tired like fuck cause of ETC and haven't gotten any sleep. i think i fell asleep in like 4 classes, thats a new record for me. this girl, shes getting annoying, i've decided with my friend that we will ignore her and maybe she will go away. its doubtful, but we really want her to. even they dont think shes cool anymore and she doesn't get that. damn to her!

1st hour, pain from the abdomin cause of the trampoline. so i went to get ice, before i even could get outta the room i walked into a cabinet door and miss marshall yelled at me to be more careful cause im not allowed to get hurt again :D hehe, alex and eric made fun of me for being in pain, it wasn't very funny for me. poo to them. spanish, i like was sleeping, but i understood it! math, we did some shit. i hated it and it bored me to death.

lunch, i found my suckers, they were good. stood in line with eric even tho i didn't buy anything from the lunch line. not exactly sure as to why i went in it, but i did. i didn't have a seat during lunch cause a chair was missing, so i sat on the bar that was there. but then i stole finks seat and he just resorted to sitting on me. minninger, boring shit, went up once again to put ice on my stomach, it still hurt like fuck.

after minninger i went up to my locker, saw liz on the way and yelled her name. walked with her to her locker and then realized i still had to go to mine. after a bit of yelling back and forth we went to mine and ended up being like 5 minutes late to kolo. she got mad, but i made up bs about being in the office cause i needed ice and i asked liz to wait for me so she didn't mark us tarty. haha, its so easy to get outta shit with her. i like how teachers actually trust me :) computers, did absolutly nothing, had a sub, tidman and she let us do basically anything we wanted to. twas fun.

came home, relaxed a bit. got the call, went in for a shot and was in a shitload of pain afterwards. my mom was proud cause i didn't utter a peep during it, reason was i was biting down on my sweatshirt so i wouldn't scream although i wanted to. she took me to yoz and then we went to champs for dinner. yay for that. and now im sitting here, should be doing my hw but not. and in utter pain. my stomach hurts every time i move cause my shirt and/or pants brushes up against the discusting mark. my my arm hurts cause i got the formentioned shot. damn, i should probably do my hw although im getting outta most of it. hehe, well it happens! i cant write, i've tried. poo

whoa there! crazy mns

Tue, 04 May 2004 03:25:35 GMT

Mns, was insane today! haha, but very fun. So i get there, walk in with dan, hes like humming or something, i dont even know, it was weird tho. See jen so i go and talk to her. We go in, i start to steal another pop and these jackasses, 2 from olms, one not start to yell at us and shit. I'm like fuck you, but then gave up cause i cant hold my ground today. Too tired from saturday night. Anyways, left, then came back in and saw devin and meryl so we go sit with them.

Dinner was fun, devin was very odd, and put food in my pop again, that gets old real fast. Dessert came and since i'm such a suck-up to parents i got it first. yay! and then i wouldn't give any to josh, it was funny :D And then devin decided to be all weird on me, although, it was hystarical. I was leaning against this pole and he came up to me and i walked away, hes like what are you afraid that im gonna rape you? I said yes :P so hes like: I want to be the father of your child! It was the funniest thing ever! sick, but funny. I ran away and hid behind josh, then he moved so i doged to jen, and back and forth, it was hystarical.

So we go watch this thing, Hana's suitcase, and he decides he has to sit next to me. I'm like whoa there! So devin sat on the end, then me, jen, josh, derek, meryl, and liz on the end. Franklin was sitting alone behind us for some reason. OO and i saw allie and steph! yay for that.

Basically during the whole thing hes like touching my arm or my leg. Or like tickleing my arm or leg. The whole time josh and franklin were just laughing at me and what was going on. I would have moved had there not been some random lady sitting behind me. But i moved as close as i could to jen, which doesn't work very well for those of you that have been in my temple's sanctuary, small seats. Its like gahh! get away. But the thingy was very good besides for that.

And then it was over, and then i talked to allie, and steph for a tad bit. Went into the lobby, found people, more talking. Then went into the other lobby and went outside and found dans mom. and then i went home and sat on my ass and did hw. fun shit! but today was insane, it was just like whoa there! what is goin on?! :P

For the record

Mon, 03 May 2004 02:34:21 GMT

For the record, I'm gonna be posting in here a hell of a lot less often. I have another journal, where you may ask? Well, I'm not gonna tell you. Well not just yet, maybe in a few days if im feeling nicer ;) hehe. But if you ask, I might just tell you...

Today/last night was crazy. Went babysitting and had a "talk" with each kid, the parents were thankful for that, i felt proud. hehe, it worked. Got droped off at a BBG sleepover, found out that everyone else got kidnapped there but thats kinda hard when im watching two kids so that didn't happen for me. But it was funny hearing stories about it.

Did a buncha stuff, bonding activities and crap. Met a lot more people who are in the chapter, it was muchos fun. I'm just waiting for tomrorow to see reactions as to the big purple braclet thingy on my wrist, it make me laugh. Had a lot of fun things go on, cool people and such. This girl caryn is cool, i hung out with her alot, she kept on stealing my hat. A lot actually, for the most part I wasn't even wearing it, but i have it now so its all good. Ate a lot of food, thats always fun.

We watched Devine Secreats of the Ya-ya Sisterhood. In one part towards the beginning, they start to play "Little Birdy" by Ween, i was like going crazy. It was hystarical actually. Never thought I'd hear that in there but hey, it happens. Movie ended round 4:30 or so..everyone started to go to sleep and such and a bunch of us went in the other room, i think it was like 7 people at first. so we are all on this bed not ment for 7 people obviously and just like goofing off and such. That was a lot of fun, i ended up going to bed like at 7:00 or so, got up at like 9:30 cause of loud noises. I got 2 and half hours of sleep, wahoo! haha, it was fun tho.

Elections this morning, those get boring after a while, your head just starts to mash everything together, but i ran for treasurer and i won! yay for winning! haha, ali won phone caller so go her for that! :D anyways, im exhausted from sleep deprivation, so im out. maybe more tomorrow, maybe not. depends where i feel like writing. ah well, it happens

tvs, substitues, and tests

Sat, 01 May 2004 21:05:59 GMT

ah my week from thursday to now, not much happend...in first hour we had mr williams as our sub and we had to watch a movie. first we tricked him into saying we watch the movie in the computer lab, with the comfy seats :D then someone grabs the remote and anytime he walks past it they turn it off. it was hystarical, he thought the tv was just fucked up. sat with eric and matt, i think alex too. muchos fun, many talks and made fun of each other so it was all good.

mr f was our sub in 2nd hour, we made his life hell once again. he recongized me from the hall when he yelled at me about my hell shirt and sixth grade. he kept on giving me horrible looks. i reminded mindy about the C he gave us, it made me laugh. no one was there in lunch, it was boring. they all had some band pizza party or shit like that, i didnt care. minninger was no fun and i was upset so it made it all the worse, and i scared jared and jordan cause i was all pissy, funny tho. minninger moved seats, im on the other side of the room where i cant see dorit and eric being crazy at the window, i think she figured out what was happening...hehe

friday was fun i guess. watched october sky in 1st hour, didnt' realize i saw it until the weirdest part, but that was funny. 2nd hour reviewed and crap, math went over the quiz we took and hw, didn't even finish it. that made me laugh, he takes too long on that tho, poo. lunch was okay, we moved tables cause ours keep on getting taken so we just took someone elses. i had gummy bears, that made me happy. i didn't eat more than half of my sandwhich, and only had like 5 pringles, i wasn't hungry..it scared me a bit.

minninger, i dont like my new seat all that much, poo. talked to austin tobin about 6th grade, he didn't even remember half of what he did, that made me laugh. made poems and shit. i dont like these that have to be a certain type, i just like free verse that dont even have to rhyme. ah well. kolo, had this awesome sub who kept on dissing people. we were just standing up and clapping every time he did that. he took christina's cell phone away thanks to fink. that completely made my day to see her in utter shock. i think his name was mr. elsworth, who knows. we told him he should sub for us more often, he said no way in hell. computers, boring but i got help so now its pimp. ;) hehe

after school, went out with my mom to get shit from the mall, very unsuccessful, all i got was a pair of shorts. talked to her a bit tho, that was pretty cool. came home, ate, did my platform, it was all good and shit. today, nothing major, talked to my sis a lot. I told her outta sneak guys outta the house, that made me laugh cause she didn't understand. i've been walking around with an eye patch on, a pirate one, its funny. now i go and write my speech and do hw. baby sitting tonight and then BBG sleepover, and then elections tomorrow, and its right in the next neighborhood, joys of all joys. lol, more later maybe.

post-it

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 03:58:49 GMT

I have a post-it note on my head. Steph made me put it there, well somewhat anyways.

This morning, i woke up late again, im not going to tomorrow! And im going to eat breakfast at home...somehow. I need to, i miss my cereal. Bus, before school, all the norm. 1st hour, did another chapter and talked to matt bout stuff. 2nd hour, ugh, we had mr. f, that sucked like whoa. I reminded mindy about the C he gave us, she got pissed lol. Test in that class, think i did pretty good. Math, he went all crazy on us about disrespect and shit. We weren't even that bad, i mean hey, just cause we are in advanced math doesn't mean we dont go crazy every once in a while!

Lunch, ah lunch was fun! Ethnic festival today. Talked with liz for a bit, then she went to class and then i went to the cafeteria with eric and sonya. That was fun, we got in quicker cause mr. heitch told us to go in the other side, yay for that. It was delicious and conversations were hystarical! So we were sitting at the table and eric was sitting across from me. He said something which i have no recolection as to what it was, so i said fuck you. And then we went back and forth saying fuck you a few times, and then he gave up. And he started to say something else, well whispering it really cause teachers kept on walking by. Lets jsut say, I was cracking up cause he had no clue what so ever what he was saying or what it sounded like. Think the word fuck, with something opposite than you. Yea, i couldn't stop laughing.

Minninger, got there really late and she was making fun of me! She said: see she walks in 15 minutes late, probably had her plate stacked up 6 inches high and yet she wont even gain a single ounce from it! And well the ridiculing went on for another minute or two and then i was saved. Nothing major went on the rest of the day, class was boring, kolo is a fruit. And computers is easy.

After school, talked to Steph for a while, that was fun. She told me to ask mr. sheldon about freshman cordinating council, so i did. But since i forget everything I wrote it down on a post-it note and walked around with it for a few hours till i put it in my planner. lovely isn't it? :P Also had 2 chats, one with bhavika/liz/dorit, that was a tad odd, but all in good measure. And then one with steph and mccalpin, that one was hystarical! haha, she made me do it!! but then told him i thought he was hot and all of this crap *shakes head* jeez steph! haha, but it was fun. nothing else went on really... oc, that was good, but yea, other than that, i think everything else just sorta went over my head and past me. ah well, its all good

weirdish

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 02:24:41 GMT

Today was just a weirdish day. It was awesome, well up until 6th hour, then it was just horrid. An explination? Sure, well somewhat of one.

Day started off with waking up late and litterly running out the door, that was no fun but at least i catch the bus everyday! Talked to steven a bit on the bus, but had a long convo with val and julie again. So that was very interesting, no clue what we even talked about anymore, so sure.

Before school, no one was in the cafe at first, it was really weird, but then they all showed up. Ate breakfast and then went to first hour. Was there for 15 minutes, just long enough to have a very short convo with eric and get my rocket kit. And then people left for that talent show thingy, me included mind you. Walked in, found daniela and caitlin and sat with them. It made me laugh, the begining was really sad tho. The movie im refering too. If i hadn't been in school i would have at least teared up.

The talent, well to say the least, there wasn't a whole lotta talent in the talent show. Anyways, good waste of 1st and 2nd hour. Went to the locker, it smelled like shit man! Ugh, it was sick, got my crap and went to weingarden. Took a notebook quiz and he atempted to pull one on us by saying our quiz was afterwards. He chickened out and we didnt' get it.

Lunch, waited in line with people cause i had to get to my locker cause too many people in front of it at first. Its back to stealing allison's glasses case again. That and claiming its a hot dog...strange, I dont see it, but thats just me. But hey, as long as i get it back im fine with it. We got close enough so i could open my locker. My god! I opened it and it was horrible! The whole hallway smelled like crap, we were all scarred from that. Lunch was fun i guess, interesting convos, bought my ticket for the ethnic fair tomorrow! yay for jew food! haha, But it was being lunch, as it should be. I gave away most of my pringles cause its like im not hungry during lunch or something crazy like that. I dunno, its weird.

Bell rang, went to my locker, it smelled even worse! Went down to minninger and got kellet to let me go ask to talk to ali. So i walk in reedy's classroom and she gives me one of those: why-are-you-here-and-what-do-you-want looks. I ask to talk to ali, we go in the hall and then run up to the locker to figure it out. Finally she realized she had shrimp in her lunch and threw it away, it smelled better after that. In minninger's class, went through some reading/writing crap and then did social studies. During this contest thingy that we were doing, mrs minninger started to dance! omg, it was the absolute funniest thing i've ever seen, me and jordan both saw it and could not stop laughing for the life of us! haha, i still am laughing from that!! Got a poet to do a project on, how fun *rolls eyes* and a paper back that i wrote back in december. it bites major ass man. I cant believe I wrote that horribly! Got M&Ms, yum.

Went back to my locker, and realized i couldn't eat any more m&ms without like puking so i gave them to steven, he was glad for that, cept i think josh stole them..whoops! Walked to class with liz, we were like 5 minutes late and kolo didn't say a single word to us, shes stupid. I dont even think she saw us walk in...thats really sad. Watched some video, sucked some major ass right there. People at my table dont get shit! They kept on asking me answers, and when i wouldn't give 'em one someone would just look at my paper and announce it. Its like daaamn, think for once maybe?!

I got called down to the office. Its horrible when the counclors do that, when you get called down and you dont know why. And of course it always happens to me while someone is in the hospital or something. Today my mom was supposed to be at UofM from like 10 to 1 or so, and i got called down shortly before 1. Let me tell you, I was fucking shaking when I read the pass, it was from sheldon, whos not even my counslor mind you.

I could tell how much my face changed when I got the pass, so i went down to the office, with my knee shaking. My knee only shakes indoors when Im either fucking nervous or something bad is happening, neither one is a good thing. So i go down, walk in his office and all he wants to do is tell me congrats on making it into leadership! I was sooo fuckin relieved. I dont think anyone understands how crazy that was.

Went back to class, bell rang, 7th hour was boring, greenwald's class came in again. Im almost done with my maze, its really fucking confusing man! haha, makes me laugh. Nothing happend after school, little "fights" online, the funny ones, nothing horrible. Just watched this thingy about Home Improvement on VH1, it was hystarical! Could not stop laughing. Anyways, too much typing for me, took too long thanks to my fantastic procrastinating skills! Guitar lesson on thursday, yay for that! Ugh, studying bites. blah.

oo and i showed my parents my poem. They liked it! haha, and they dont tell me they like everything like some do, so thats kickin. if you ask ill show it too you :D

MNS BIA!

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 02:09:04 GMT

So i jsut got back from mns(monday night school) oooo, id say 15 minutes ago. It was increadable, i honestly have never had that much fun at temple! well exluding bm anyways. Let me go through it for you interested people, if not, just ignore this entry.

Got droped off, walked in with dan and saw steph. After a few "harsh words", it was funny, we went to dinner. As always, shitty food, was called anorexic again like 50 times but its all good. Devin put a napkin in my pop and then Franklin tried to put food in my pop but i got that it away in time. Went to get food, came back and sat on a whoopy-cushion, cept it didn't go off! It was claimed cause im anorexic, i dont weigh enough to pop it, yea right.

First hour, first soem people were like all over these stuffed animals, totally wrong! and fink switched into our class, yay for that! and we had a long discussion on some shit. The book we had (its like a torah thingy/bible) mentioned the word ass. Well I started saying somethign about it and used the word ass cause its the norm, no biggy. Fink went crazy on that! he was crying and everything, i could not stop laughing. And then on another page it said something like: If a man's testes are crushed or removed he may not join the covent of the LORD. or somethign crazy like that. HYSTARICAL! omg, we could not stop laughing.

Left that class, and went to 2nd hour. We had some assembly thingy with my teacher and 2 others talking. Well it was quite fun, not what they were talking about, but what went on. They were yelling at people to sit up and shit, but never once at me! I was leaning back against meryl the whole time. And then i was having a pushing fight with fink since he was sitting next to me. He pushed me really hard so i shove him and he like falls over sideways. Laughing hystarically while the teachers were staring at me. Fun stuff.

Devin was on the other side of me, we were just being obnoxious. He kept on like moving closer im like whoa there man! Meryl was being hystarical the whole time and moving her legs so i kept on going in different directions, that had to look funny. I dont know what she said or asked fink, but i heard alanna ask fink something, and i heard my name. Thats not too cool, but hey, not my problem! Told devin his hand was wayyy too close to my ass for comfort, he said: that was the point. That definaltly wasn't cool, im like fuck man! and then ran away and poked franklin. Walked out during a poke fight with him and then almost got run over by josh in his car! haha, that was fun

I never knew it was possible to have that much fun at mns. Im actually gonna be sad when its over! But im getting people's sns and addresses so we can go do shit over the summer and weekends. I think it would be awesome for everyone to go to the lake, from my normal group of friends and these guys, that would be kickin. haha, well im out, hw and shit, lovely. I larf at you!

monday

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 22:38:56 GMT

its monday, and it feels like a monday. except it feels like a monday after break when you haven't seen your friends in forever. and people keep coming in late, but yea it was like that.

Bus, not much talking went on, talked to julie a bit, its weird if you think about it. 3 months ago, she hated my guts, and now we talk on the bus like we did way back when we used to be best friends. Anyways, onward. Went into school, no one was really there in the morning, ate breakfast, talked to people and bought a ticket to that talent show thingy so i can get outta spanish tomorrow :D heh, whatever works right? I think vosko forgot i had her last year, that made me laugh. Many comments on my hair, i think i went crazy

1st hour, talked to matt a lot. it was muchos funny, although a bit disturbing at times, but its all good. He told me my hair looked better like this, yay for that. spanish, worked on the warm up and corrected it all hour, we had that mrs. vickers person. i dont like her, i feel bad for people with her as their spanish sub, she pissed me off and i couldn't understand her. Amanda was walking up the hall and me and mindy were talking to her from our seats, she got yelled at, that was funny.

Hey, Drew carey is wearing the same t-shirt that i have, thats crazy. Math was math, and i do in fact get what we are doing so yay for that. lunch, that was some insane shit right there. dont feel like going into detail tho, but it was muchos fun. i believe that was when eric showed up, who knows anyways. minninger, was boring, started writing poems and such. I have one done, thats not such a great one but ehhh. And have started on a 2nd one, i think that one will be good after i fix it up a bit. They're free verse so its crazy.

Was sitting in class and suddenly see someone fall onto the ground in the hall, i ignored it but found out later that it was dorit falling and matt like jumped on her back which happens to be sunburnt, i did that to meryl last week, it made me and everyone but her laugh. And then dorit and eric saw me so they decided to be crazy and wave and shit, but of course minninger was like right next to the door looking at me so i couldn't laugh, i was going crazy!

kolo, its a bitch. alec through paper at my table, tiara went all crazy on him, it was funny and both ended up down in the office, enough said. Spaniol, was the norm but half of greenwald's class showed up and used our computers, that was a bitch. after 7 classes and many points/cracks about my hair, school was finally over. I was at my locker and suddenly my hair like goes up and im like what the fuck?! so i turn around and there eric goes down the hall cracking up, i guess thats the new way to say hello? or good-bye maybe? i dont know, it was random tho.

at home, nothing happend, im bored. actualy it was full of excitement, if you wanna call it that...it was hell actually. well mns in a few minutes so i should get ready for that...blahhh. more later maybe?

fuck no!

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 22:00:56 GMT

I just typed out a huuuuuge entry that was like a screen and a half in this box thingy. I am not fucking typing that out again...mabye ill make a substitue entry later. I cannot believe that didn't save. Fuck this crap, im too lazy to do that again! too much brain power! Ugh, that bites.

Basically what it was, was an overview of my week from thursday to now. And saying what an awesome weekend this was, even tho a ton of my friends weren't here. But yea i need to go finsh hw so im not about to retype it...thats sooo not fair damn it