I have a post-it note on my head. Steph made me put it there, well somewhat anyways.

This morning, i woke up late again, im not going to tomorrow! And im going to eat breakfast at home...somehow. I need to, i miss my cereal. Bus, before school, all the norm. 1st hour, did another chapter and talked to matt bout stuff. 2nd hour, ugh, we had mr. f, that sucked like whoa. I reminded mindy about the C he gave us, she got pissed lol. Test in that class, think i did pretty good. Math, he went all crazy on us about disrespect and shit. We weren't even that bad, i mean hey, just cause we are in advanced math doesn't mean we dont go crazy every once in a while!

Lunch, ah lunch was fun! Ethnic festival today. Talked with liz for a bit, then she went to class and then i went to the cafeteria with eric and sonya. That was fun, we got in quicker cause mr. heitch told us to go in the other side, yay for that. It was delicious and conversations were hystarical! So we were sitting at the table and eric was sitting across from me. He said something which i have no recolection as to what it was, so i said fuck you. And then we went back and forth saying fuck you a few times, and then he gave up. And he started to say something else, well whispering it really cause teachers kept on walking by. Lets jsut say, I was cracking up cause he had no clue what so ever what he was saying or what it sounded like. Think the word fuck, with something opposite than you. Yea, i couldn't stop laughing.

Minninger, got there really late and she was making fun of me! She said: see she walks in 15 minutes late, probably had her plate stacked up 6 inches high and yet she wont even gain a single ounce from it! And well the ridiculing went on for another minute or two and then i was saved. Nothing major went on the rest of the day, class was boring, kolo is a fruit. And computers is easy.

After school, talked to Steph for a while, that was fun. She told me to ask mr. sheldon about freshman cordinating council, so i did. But since i forget everything I wrote it down on a post-it note and walked around with it for a few hours till i put it in my planner. lovely isn't it? :P Also had 2 chats, one with bhavika/liz/dorit, that was a tad odd, but all in good measure. And then one with steph and mccalpin, that one was hystarical! haha, she made me do it!! but then told him i thought he was hot and all of this crap *shakes head* jeez steph! haha, but it was fun. nothing else went on really... oc, that was good, but yea, other than that, i think everything else just sorta went over my head and past me. ah well, its all good

Today was just a weirdish day. It was awesome, well up until 6th hour, then it was just horrid. An explination? Sure, well somewhat of one.

Day started off with waking up late and litterly running out the door, that was no fun but at least i catch the bus everyday! Talked to steven a bit on the bus, but had a long convo with val and julie again. So that was very interesting, no clue what we even talked about anymore, so sure.

Before school, no one was in the cafe at first, it was really weird, but then they all showed up. Ate breakfast and then went to first hour. Was there for 15 minutes, just long enough to have a very short convo with eric and get my rocket kit. And then people left for that talent show thingy, me included mind you. Walked in, found daniela and caitlin and sat with them. It made me laugh, the begining was really sad tho. The movie im refering too. If i hadn't been in school i would have at least teared up.

The talent, well to say the least, there wasn't a whole lotta talent in the talent show. Anyways, good waste of 1st and 2nd hour. Went to the locker, it smelled like shit man! Ugh, it was sick, got my crap and went to weingarden. Took a notebook quiz and he atempted to pull one on us by saying our quiz was afterwards. He chickened out and we didnt' get it.

Lunch, waited in line with people cause i had to get to my locker cause too many people in front of it at first. Its back to stealing allison's glasses case again. That and claiming its a hot dog...strange, I dont see it, but thats just me. But hey, as long as i get it back im fine with it. We got close enough so i could open my locker. My god! I opened it and it was horrible! The whole hallway smelled like crap, we were all scarred from that. Lunch was fun i guess, interesting convos, bought my ticket for the ethnic fair tomorrow! yay for jew food! haha, But it was being lunch, as it should be. I gave away most of my pringles cause its like im not hungry during lunch or something crazy like that. I dunno, its weird.

Bell rang, went to my locker, it smelled even worse! Went down to minninger and got kellet to let me go ask to talk to ali. So i walk in reedy's classroom and she gives me one of those: why-are-you-here-and-what-do-you-want looks. I ask to talk to ali, we go in the hall and then run up to the locker to figure it out. Finally she realized she had shrimp in her lunch and threw it away, it smelled better after that. In minninger's class, went through some reading/writing crap and then did social studies. During this contest thingy that we were doing, mrs minninger started to dance! omg, it was the absolute funniest thing i've ever seen, me and jordan both saw it and could not stop laughing for the life of us! haha, i still am laughing from that!! Got a poet to do a project on, how fun *rolls eyes* and a paper back that i wrote back in december. it bites major ass man. I cant believe I wrote that horribly! Got M&Ms, yum.

Went back to my locker, and realized i couldn't eat any more m&ms without like puking so i gave them to steven, he was glad for that, cept i think josh stole them..whoops! Walked to class with liz, we were like 5 minutes late and kolo didn't say a single word to us, shes stupid. I dont even think she saw us walk in...thats really sad. Watched some video, sucked some major ass right there. People at my table dont get shit! They kept on asking me answers, and when i wouldn't give 'em one someone would just look at my paper and announce it. Its like daaamn, think for once maybe?!

I got called down to the office. Its horrible when the counclors do that, when you get called down and you dont know why. And of course it always happens to me while someone is in the hospital or something. Today my mom was supposed to be at UofM from like 10 to 1 or so, and i got called down shortly before 1. Let me tell you, I was fucking shaking when I read the pass, it was from sheldon, whos not even my counslor mind you.

I could tell how much my face changed when I got the pass, so i went down to the office, with my knee shaking. My knee only shakes indoors when Im either fucking nervous or something bad is happening, neither one is a good thing. So i go down, walk in his office and all he wants to do is tell me congrats on making it into leadership! I was sooo fuckin relieved. I dont think anyone understands how crazy that was.

So i jsut got back from mns(monday night school) oooo, id say 15 minutes ago. It was increadable, i honestly have never had that much fun at temple! well exluding bm anyways. Let me go through it for you interested people, if not, just ignore this entry.

Got droped off, walked in with dan and saw steph. After a few "harsh words", it was funny, we went to dinner. As always, shitty food, was called anorexic again like 50 times but its all good. Devin put a napkin in my pop and then Franklin tried to put food in my pop but i got that it away in time. Went to get food, came back and sat on a whoopy-cushion, cept it didn't go off! It was claimed cause im anorexic, i dont weigh enough to pop it, yea right.

First hour, first soem people were like all over these stuffed animals, totally wrong! and fink switched into our class, yay for that! and we had a long discussion on some shit. The book we had (its like a torah thingy/bible) mentioned the word ass. Well I started saying somethign about it and used the word ass cause its the norm, no biggy. Fink went crazy on that! he was crying and everything, i could not stop laughing. And then on another page it said something like: If a man's testes are crushed or removed he may not join the covent of the LORD. or somethign crazy like that. HYSTARICAL! omg, we could not stop laughing.

its monday, and it feels like a monday. except it feels like a monday after break when you haven't seen your friends in forever. and people keep coming in late, but yea it was like that.

I just typed out a huuuuuge entry that was like a screen and a half in this box thingy. I am not fucking typing that out again...mabye ill make a substitue entry later. I cannot believe that didn't save. Fuck this crap, im too lazy to do that again! too much brain power! Ugh, that bites.

Basically what it was, was an overview of my week from thursday to now. And saying what an awesome weekend this was, even tho a ton of my friends weren't here. But yea i need to go finsh hw so im not about to retype it...thats sooo not fair damn it

this is a sad entry. well you guys might not nessarly think it is. but writing this made me cry, its just a bunch of stuff i needed to get off my chest. Just a forwarning. Honestly, I think everyone needs to read this, it means a lot to me. and please, no matter who you are, even if i absolutly hate your guts and never want to speak to you again, leave a comment when you finish.

i've realized that these past few months have been crazy. since school has started everything has just been insane. everything has just changed so much. if you would have told me last year that what happened this year would happen, i would have said to you that you are shitting me and that no way in hell it could.

i just feel as if im losing everything that i have gained this year. and its really not cool. I'm afraid of losing my friends. Its never been like this before but i really dont know how I could deal without you guys. At all, your my support, my lifeline. Whenever something happens, its not my family taht is the first to know, its you guys. I mean, everything has its place, i've gained the absolute best friends i could have asked for this year. And even got old friendships back on track.

I really dont want to lose my friends, not what so ever. I mean, this year alone i've lost contact with some of my best friends from the previous year. That greatly angers me, I dont like losing friends (who does?) but they were some of my closest friends, and somethign just suddenly happend and they were gone. I dont want that to happen over the summer. Not at all, and I jsut know it will. A lot of them are hanging on by a thread, somethign just happend and its gone. And crazily enough, I think at least 2 or 3 have to deal with me quiting band...

But its like: i just look at and remember whats happend this year. the good and the bad, the happy and the sad. and i wonder how it all happend. how everythign just ended up like that. How the 8 of us became friends, how I gained so many new friendships and opened up just a slight bit more and met tons of new people. I want to know how it all happend, and whats going to result from it. I dont think I know a single person taht can honestly tell me they are fine with just ending our friendship. Yet its going to happen next year. It makes me really sad to think about it.

haha, yesterday was crazy! let me just go through, and yes the title relates, jsut read bitch! haha jk jk.

this morning, woke up on time, ate breakfast. bus came a bit late tho, but we have a new one! yay for that, except it smells like shit! went to school, i was hyper like fuck!! omg, it was hystarical. I had sooo much fun today it was crazy. and i was myself, 100% completely myself, i loved it!

Yesterday was crazy all day. I was too hyper for my own good and scared people. It made me laugh and I had fun. I'll start this from Mns tho...got there and im walking with dan down a hall to the back and i see josh and allie. So i stop and point and really loudly said: uh! its josh and allie! lol it was funny. talked to them, allie's voice was almost gone, it made me laugh. She showed me her guitar case and guitar, mucho sweet.

Dinner was pizza, it was good but meryl stole mine, i got mad at her, grrrr! We were all standing around, and i poked franklin so we got into this poking fight, which turned into like a hit fight just trying to hit each other. Class was boring, as always, but it made me sad. Its a bitch. Afterwards me and dan went outside and we got cold so we went back inside. I saw josh, franklin and others come out so i walk up to them and we start talking. and me and franklin start poking/hitting each other again. And then we go outside, he takes off and im right behind him til he goes under a tree, i couldn't fit! haha, so we are running around outside a temple and all these kids are watching us. Meanwhile we are screaming at each other and laughing hystarically, we go back josh tries to break us up. But we just start to hit him instead. Franklin left, and i won! haha, well at least until next week...

Last night I had to made a book for spanish, and mine was about an elephant, so i had to draw elephants and other animals. well my elephant looks like a giant dog with a trunk, and my ape looks like a penguin :D it makes me larf. haha, you would too if you saw it!

Today, was hyper and crap this morning, and then something happend that I saw before I left. Its not a good thing, and I dont want to put in here cause I dont need everyone knowing. If you wish to know, either im me on the sn over <---- there or ask me at school. Dont get defensive if i wont tell you, im never that open with everyone.

But all in all the day was pretty good. I won my race in marshall, yay for that! Lunch was lunch, dorit and fink left to go do tuning charts and me and eric just talked about random shit the whole time. well i didnt' do much talking due to the fact my sandwhich reminded me of this morning, dont ask cause you wouldn't understand. But that was pretty fun, haven't really talked to him in a bit.

Minninger was boring, science was a bitch and computers was easy/fun. After school, walked out to the bus and sandino bugged me the whole time on the bus cause i wouldn't get up and sit with dorit. but it was all good, it was actually funny, even tho it was beyond grossness.

Hmm..came home to a note that said all was well but my dog puked multiple times. The actual count is 4, including 2 last time, hes up to 6 in less than a month! haha, i find it funny, although its sick. And i found a buncha new bands recently so I downloaded mucho music since I have like no hw.

O and on monday, you will all see my new haircut. My sister is forcing me to get it cut and styled, and my mom is on her side, so friday after school im getting it cut. AHHH!! its my 3rd hair cut in like 4 years or something. the first was the huuuuge cut in 7th grade. the 2nd this year when i hacked off like 5 inches. and now this. ahh! haha, hopefully it'll be good, i wouldn't like to have a shitty hair cut, i'd be pissed and wear a hat.