I just typed out a huuuuuge entry that was like a screen and a half in this box thingy. I am not fucking typing that out again...mabye ill make a substitue entry later. I cannot believe that didn't save. Fuck this crap, im too lazy to do that again! too much brain power! Ugh, that bites.

Basically what it was, was an overview of my week from thursday to now. And saying what an awesome weekend this was, even tho a ton of my friends weren't here. But yea i need to go finsh hw so im not about to retype it...thats sooo not fair damn it

this is a sad entry. well you guys might not nessarly think it is. but writing this made me cry, its just a bunch of stuff i needed to get off my chest. Just a forwarning. Honestly, I think everyone needs to read this, it means a lot to me. and please, no matter who you are, even if i absolutly hate your guts and never want to speak to you again, leave a comment when you finish.

i've realized that these past few months have been crazy. since school has started everything has just been insane. everything has just changed so much. if you would have told me last year that what happened this year would happen, i would have said to you that you are shitting me and that no way in hell it could.

i just feel as if im losing everything that i have gained this year. and its really not cool. I'm afraid of losing my friends. Its never been like this before but i really dont know how I could deal without you guys. At all, your my support, my lifeline. Whenever something happens, its not my family taht is the first to know, its you guys. I mean, everything has its place, i've gained the absolute best friends i could have asked for this year. And even got old friendships back on track.

I really dont want to lose my friends, not what so ever. I mean, this year alone i've lost contact with some of my best friends from the previous year. That greatly angers me, I dont like losing friends (who does?) but they were some of my closest friends, and somethign just suddenly happend and they were gone. I dont want that to happen over the summer. Not at all, and I jsut know it will. A lot of them are hanging on by a thread, somethign just happend and its gone. And crazily enough, I think at least 2 or 3 have to deal with me quiting band...

But its like: i just look at and remember whats happend this year. the good and the bad, the happy and the sad. and i wonder how it all happend. how everythign just ended up like that. How the 8 of us became friends, how I gained so many new friendships and opened up just a slight bit more and met tons of new people. I want to know how it all happend, and whats going to result from it. I dont think I know a single person taht can honestly tell me they are fine with just ending our friendship. Yet its going to happen next year. It makes me really sad to think about it.

haha, yesterday was crazy! let me just go through, and yes the title relates, jsut read bitch! haha jk jk.

this morning, woke up on time, ate breakfast. bus came a bit late tho, but we have a new one! yay for that, except it smells like shit! went to school, i was hyper like fuck!! omg, it was hystarical. I had sooo much fun today it was crazy. and i was myself, 100% completely myself, i loved it!

Yesterday was crazy all day. I was too hyper for my own good and scared people. It made me laugh and I had fun. I'll start this from Mns tho...got there and im walking with dan down a hall to the back and i see josh and allie. So i stop and point and really loudly said: uh! its josh and allie! lol it was funny. talked to them, allie's voice was almost gone, it made me laugh. She showed me her guitar case and guitar, mucho sweet.

Dinner was pizza, it was good but meryl stole mine, i got mad at her, grrrr! We were all standing around, and i poked franklin so we got into this poking fight, which turned into like a hit fight just trying to hit each other. Class was boring, as always, but it made me sad. Its a bitch. Afterwards me and dan went outside and we got cold so we went back inside. I saw josh, franklin and others come out so i walk up to them and we start talking. and me and franklin start poking/hitting each other again. And then we go outside, he takes off and im right behind him til he goes under a tree, i couldn't fit! haha, so we are running around outside a temple and all these kids are watching us. Meanwhile we are screaming at each other and laughing hystarically, we go back josh tries to break us up. But we just start to hit him instead. Franklin left, and i won! haha, well at least until next week...

Last night I had to made a book for spanish, and mine was about an elephant, so i had to draw elephants and other animals. well my elephant looks like a giant dog with a trunk, and my ape looks like a penguin :D it makes me larf. haha, you would too if you saw it!

Today, was hyper and crap this morning, and then something happend that I saw before I left. Its not a good thing, and I dont want to put in here cause I dont need everyone knowing. If you wish to know, either im me on the sn over <---- there or ask me at school. Dont get defensive if i wont tell you, im never that open with everyone.

But all in all the day was pretty good. I won my race in marshall, yay for that! Lunch was lunch, dorit and fink left to go do tuning charts and me and eric just talked about random shit the whole time. well i didnt' do much talking due to the fact my sandwhich reminded me of this morning, dont ask cause you wouldn't understand. But that was pretty fun, haven't really talked to him in a bit.

Minninger was boring, science was a bitch and computers was easy/fun. After school, walked out to the bus and sandino bugged me the whole time on the bus cause i wouldn't get up and sit with dorit. but it was all good, it was actually funny, even tho it was beyond grossness.

Hmm..came home to a note that said all was well but my dog puked multiple times. The actual count is 4, including 2 last time, hes up to 6 in less than a month! haha, i find it funny, although its sick. And i found a buncha new bands recently so I downloaded mucho music since I have like no hw.

O and on monday, you will all see my new haircut. My sister is forcing me to get it cut and styled, and my mom is on her side, so friday after school im getting it cut. AHHH!! its my 3rd hair cut in like 4 years or something. the first was the huuuuge cut in 7th grade. the 2nd this year when i hacked off like 5 inches. and now this. ahh! haha, hopefully it'll be good, i wouldn't like to have a shitty hair cut, i'd be pissed and wear a hat.

i've probably done this one before, but hey im bored so why not.

--Name: Allison Rae Gold (notice the middle name bitch!)
--Birthdate: Jan 24 1990
--Birthplace:  somewhere in mich
--Eye Color: brown
--Hair Color: brown
--Height: 5'5" i still might grow! so ha! lol
--Righty or Lefty: righty

LAYER TWO:
--Your heritage: whats your heritage bitch?
--The shoes you wore today: a yellow chuck and a blue chuck :D
--Weakness: i tell people too much about myself
--Your fears: sharks and some other shit
--Your perfect pizza: a cheese pizza, the ones from florida...yummy in my tummy

LAYER THREE:
--Your most overused phrase on AIM: well it was the '.....' then 'whats up?' i dont know now
--Your thoughts first waking up: ugh, school 
--Your bedtime: i dont have one that is enforced
--Your most missed memory: magnet, just as a whole. that and how things were at the begining of this year, i liked it like that.

LAYER FOUR
--Pepsi or Coke: i dont care.
--McDonald's or Burger King: agree with lizelle: McDonalds for fries. Burger King for food.
--Single or group dates: hmmm, i dunno. both work
--Adidas or Nike: i like my nike bball shoes
--Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ugh, neither!
--Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate bitch!
--Cappuccino or coffee: i dont do either.

LAYER FIVE:
--Cuss: of course man!
--Sing: im not a singer. especially since i rarely have my real voice
--Take a shower every day: of course
--Have a crush: you could call it taht...
--Do you think you've been in love: nawww
--Want to go to college: yup
--Like highschool: i know i will
--Want to get married: i dont know!
--Believe in yourself: for the most part
--Get motion sickness: never
--Think you're a health freak: hell no!
--Get along with your parents: depends..
--Like thunderstorms: uhhh, not always...
--Play an instrument: well i quit band/baritone, i was good at that! now i play guitar, im not so good at that...well not yet anyways.

LAYER SIX:
--Drank alcohol: its narsty!!
--Gone on a date: uhhh...i wouldn't call it that. but if you do, then i've been on a lot
--Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no, not now
--Gone to the mall?: uhhh no! jk jk, muchos
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes, and im damn proud of it!
--Eaten sushi: ugh, no!
--Been on stage: of course! many times, and i'd do it again.
--Gone skating: yes i have, roller blading, roller skating, ice skating, the whole deal
--Made homemade cookies: yes, and i am disabled at cooking, but i can make some damn good cookies!
--Gone skinny dipping: haha! we dont need to get into that. but the answer is no
--Dyed your hair: no, i want it blue :D
--Stolen anything: i steal shit from my friends all the time. i give it back tho. but i had mccalpin's football for a few months. then i realized it was his and he got it back

LAYER SEVEN:
--Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes, now the subject is droped.
--Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no, i dont do that shit!
--Been caught: been caught doing what...?
--Changed who you were to fit in: ugh! dont remind me!

LAYER EIGHT:
--Age you hope to be married: i dont know
--Numbers and Names of Children: no clue.  
--Describe your Dream Wedding: i dont fuckin knwo damn it!
--How do you want to die: I rather not think about that now
--Where you want to go to college: some good outta state college
--What do you want to be when you want to grow up: dunno. a pro golfer! but my realistic choice, not sure anymore. something to do with law or computers.
--Which country would you most like to visit: not sure...
--What would you do there: what would you do there?

LAYER NINE:
--Best eye color?: uhhh i dunno?
--Best hair color?: does it matter?
--Short or long hair: for who!?
--Height: now you've really got me confused
--Biggest quality: no really, im majorly confused like a guy smoking pot.

LAYER TEN
--Number of people i could trust with my life: depends what the situation was..but theres quite a few i think...
--Number of CDs that i own: a bunch, including blank ones thousands ;)
--Number of piercings: 0, i want a nose ring bitch!
--Number of tattoos: the big 0
--Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: haha! a ton! im just so infamous like that :D it was in the last olms link 5 times! lol
--Number of scars on my body: i have a lot of scars
--Number of things in my past that i regret: a lot of shit. quite a bit this year too.

maybe if i feel like it ill make a real entry later tonight after mns and explain my horrid day

Today was both fun and weird. Let me just inform you of my day. And was actually quite good :D

Woke up round 11, ate breakfast and chilled. Hoped in the shower and then chilled a bit more until mi madre got home. Round 3 I went to a bake sale. Yes you heard me, a bake sale, and it was damn fun at that! haha, but really, i had muchos fun. It was a BBG fundraiser thingy. Didn't see anyone I knew due to the fact I was at some other Kroger out a ways.

yea, the title was what iTunes belted out as i was thinking of a title, it works for me. For the record its: "Thank You For Not Moshing" - Reel Big Fish

okay so i've made a decision, im gonna start censoring this a whole let less. i really dont give a shit anymore, i mean hey, if your gonna be pissed at me, why would you be pissed at me for writing something?! but yea, so your choice if you still wanna read this anymore. my day today, it was quite odd.

but vaca, ah it was pretty sweet. I got a shit load of clothes including a Pink Floyd T-shirt and a Nirvana T-shirt. They were outta this bright green Weezer one so the guy let me pick another one out for cheaper :D I was somewhat sick for the whole trip so that wasn't too sweet. But all in all it was good. Went shoping like crazy cause there was nothign else to do. Went to the beach one day, although it was right in front of us the whole time. we were right on the ocean! I was in heaven. Wednesday night I was on the porch, it was warm outside, there were fireworks going off, watching the ocean rise to high tide and the begining notes of the O.C. theme song were playing. It was like heaven on earth, insanely sweet. But i missed my friends like crazy, and for things like tonight.

im leaving in like 6 hours. dont have time to make an actual entry. This week was kick ass, thanks to everyone that made it so.

Science yesterday we got yelled at by the sub who then brought in ms. howe, ya not cool. ummm, mock trial this week in minninger, it was boring and i had to wear a suit everyday *sigh* i hate that thing.

Basketball student vs. staff game today! we won!!! hell ya! we kicked total ass even tho ari won it for us with half a second (.5) left in the game. it was awesome tho, we all rushed onto the court, and started to jump up and down, it was insane! and then people from the bleachers rushed onto the court but they got pushed back, that was funny. We dogpiled ontop of Ari and all was well. we were the 1st team to ever beat them! thats insane, and my team was nice to me today :D yay for that!

i'm leaving for vacation in 6 hours so i must get some sleep. I'll atempt to write one while im gone but i doubt ill be able to. ill write when i get back. leave me messages!! ;) hehe