Went to marshall, some weird shit happend during that. Hung out with both matt and eric as always. Had to explain something to matt after eric was very unsuccessful. He got mad, because of that or not, im not sure. But its okay, we still love you matt :P Had some very interesting convos tho, twas very fun. Spanish, wrote more of my story and had a little fight with mindy over a dictionary :) hehe, i think i won! haha, sure why not? Math, got new seats, who sits at my table? i have no clue, i was too busy not paying attention. we checked hw and did some review, test on wednesday...noooo!!!

Lunch, ah lunch, boy was that fun!! Dont remeber any order for anything what so ever. I talked to fink and eric a bit before going into the cafe since they were waiting in line. I think eric wants to break my wrist cause he like twisted it completely the way its not supposed to go, yea that hurt. Went in the cafe, talked to dorit and found out something crazy. Shes getting chucks, yay for her! And then something else, but shhh, i cant tell! All four of us were at the table, funny shit was said. Dorit's hair wavey today and some girls at the next table started to say somethign about her hair. A few minutes later after some more talk about her hair for some reason eric says: dorit's hair is about as straight as ian! wow, that got fink piiiissssed off! he grabed erics water bottle and wacked him with it yea, it was hystarical actually. More shit and then bell rang and we went down.

Minninger, ah that was fun. Well some parts were! others were horrible, well for me they were. We have started the mock trial. I had to wear a skirt/suit thingy and of course my powerpoint wasn't working so I had to go upstairs to the media and then weller's class just had to be in there. So i walk in, dorit looks over, sees me and starts to laugh, eric turns around and they are boths laughing hystarically. Go down to class and then back up like 10 minutes later. Same thing happens cept this time I have to go into the lab and wouldn't you know, the only empty seat was around my friends so they are crackign up again. I get up, have to go to once again another computer and pass by julie. she yells out my name and then everyone turns around and sees me, yea, everyone else thought it was hystarical that i was wearing a skirt/suit thingy, i hated it!! The trial went horrible and im gonna get a horrid grade on it :/

Well for you oblivous people I have been wearing different shoes all week. Dont know why, I just have. A navy blue one and a black one, plus they are tied differently. Its hystarical the responses I've been getting from them. And now im just waiting for someone to start doing it too, and you know its gonna happen by the end of the year. And then ill be the one who started it whooop whoop! haha.

The other day my bus never came. And the bus that came to pick up my route skiped my street, how nice. I got a ride from the girl across the street. Shes in 6th grade and i forgot her name. hehe, i have a lot on my mind! The bus is fun in the morning tho, muchos good times this week.

Marshall, finished my car, just gotta add screw eyes and im all good. I painted it completely blue because i am so completely unoriginal and have no artisticness in me in the morning. There is only one thing I hate about that class. The fact taht I am the only 8th grade girl, and the fact that there are some really annoying guys in there. Their the kind of guys who yell obnoxious shit and what not. They keep saying that I like a guy in there. I think they've gone through just about every guy i talk to in that class. Its annoying as fuck. blah.

Spanish, its a bitch, nothing more to say. Math, thats an even bigger bitch but I think i'm finally getting shit a lot better in there. Listening is a key part of that cause im actually starting to pay attention. surprise surprise, and it helps too :D

Lunch, lunch as always, was fun. Fink was like crying during lunch because of weird verses that dorit and him were making up. And then when they needed a new topic fink just had to mention the one that he did, that wasn't very nice. But saved by the bell so that was over. Other good shit this week too, especially like the way dorit put it about eric stealing my food. Not exactly sure how it was put, but it was classic.

Minninger, shes in the classroom finally. We're all really glad about taht. Started our murder trial, im the coroner which is the medical examiner who proclaims the body dead. So this weekend I have to write up death reports, how fun. Science, we're doing the exact same thing as last year. Outta all the work sheets shes giving us, i think she gave us about 90% of them last year. Its horrible and boring as fuck.

Computers, almost finished the houses, burned my finger with the hot glue gun. It hurt like fuck! and it still hurts a bit still :( still got a bit to do on the houses, dont know if we'll finish those or what...ah well. Started QBasic yesterday, i get it. Although it is real confusing. Lauren figured out a way to make it blink. yay!

ya, those are the lovely pins. a bunch are shit i would say, a bunch are bands and like 3 are from movies (i think i just have fight club...) cept i need to cut it down to like 10 or something. hehe, that could be a bit hard. let me know which ones you guys like or soemthin..need help with this.

UPDATE- im down to 15 now. i cut out a few and soemthin so ya. i still gotta cut between 3-5 more. damn.

I made a freakin dream catcher. haha, but no joke, i actually did. I can take a picture of it if you guys dont believe me. We ate pizza, and then we had to write down a dream. I wrote down the one that we are getting chased by lions, it was a weird interpretation that i got from the person that interpreted it. Supposedly the interpretation I gave for the other persons dream was really good. They made me the "official dream interpreter" haha, it was funny. Later we each got a piece of paper, put our name on it and then it got passed around. Whose ever paper you had at that point you had to put somethign cool about them or something you learned about them. I got one that said i was perky, i swore it said dorky and went into a laughing fit. I didn't get outta it until like 10 minutes later because people kept on commenting about it.

I want to be that person, what i'd give to be that person...you have no idea. That is a girl to admire, to want to be, to look up to. That person is the real me. In the summer, im so carefree, not on any agenda. My own person, my real self. I'm really a girl without any care about anything, hyper beyond belief, unlimited energy. Who wakes up at 6 every morning without an alarm. But because of my teachers and my peers im this girl who is a stiff, a bitch, a perfectionist, a depressed person, a bully, the list goes on. i just want to be myself, i want to be who I am.

I woke up this morning, my bed heater wasn't on and i was wearing my mondo sweatshirt. I have no recolection of when i put it on or wearing it to bed. And i always, always turn on the heater for at least part of the night. Which confuses me greatly. It means either i was like stoned or drunk last night, im a very forgetful person, or that something more weird than what happend last night, happend. Ya, im going with the 2nd one too...haha. Doubt i was stoned or drunk. And i dont think anythign could have toped last night.

Well today was boring and it sucked. Got up, hung out. Plans got cancelled once again. Its pissing me off a bit, getting frusterated i guess you could say. Ended up going with mi madre to best buys. I was gonna get some cds, which they ended up not having. And i was gonna get DDR, they were outta that too. So i must go to a different one, but my sister went to the one that had both things tonight and didnt' tell me. Now i still dont have either. *tear* well not really, but thats okay.

Went to kohls and got a buncha stuff, so yay for that! Started to go home and then we went to the real estate agents office. We put in a bid so hopefully we'll get it! Its right down the street from my parents friends one so we can just share everything. Its gonna be awesome, and i think we are putting a room in the garage loft so me and dayna have somewhere to chill with our friends and blast our music. I'm excited and im hoping it goes through. Although the bedrooms are reallly tiny, they are about the size of my library, possibly smaller. Well you know how small that is if you've ever seen my library. So we put in that bid and then i came home. Nothing exciting has happend since then.

EDIT- is it really that hard to say 2 words to someone and make everything better? The problem from last week is still here, i've just avoided it for the past week. Although now its back and sooner or later i'm going to have to deal with it. Actually, im going to wait until they (meaning both) approach me and talk to me about it. Its not my problem anymore...they are the ones that are going to be mad. Not me.